We all have people in our life that support us and genuinely try to help us.  But when it comes down to it we have to support and love ourselves.  How do I do that? How do I look at myself in the mirror and say, " I love you." I believe that I have to learn about someone in order to love them.  Now I begin the journey to learn about me in order to take steps toward loving myself.  It won't be easy but if I don't take this journey, I'm going to die.

Too far gone!

I haven't been on here for a long time.  I sometimes do feel too far gone.  The damage being obese does to my body is awful.  I don't know why my family still accepts me, wants to be seen in public with me and aren't embarrassed.  I can't even look at myself.  Only one way to change that...my journey starts again now....