Monday, June 4, 2012
So I am down to 408, again. I am now to the point of being pissed off at the 400's. I'm so sick of seeing that number, of hearing that number, of being that number. I want these last 8 pounds gone, forever, I don't want to lose them, I want to annihilate them! Maybe I should get mad more often. I like the changes I am now feeling and seeing. My clothes are looser, my face looks thinner and a few have even commented on how much smaller I look. 41 pounds gone and I should be happy about that. However, I feel like I haven't done anything unless I can get under that dang 400 mark. I know, I'm a dork for not celebrating the success but I'm just being totally honest about how I am feeling. I'm working out from 5-6am and again from 8-9pm 5 days this week. I will either get this weight off or die trying. Wish me luck people, don't worry, I'm very aware that luck has nothing to do with weight loss. I will continue to listen to the advice of those that are successful and do all I can to battle my demons and win win win!